So Damaged and Ugly

Picture frames falling through my memories
Oh how i loved all of our synergy
but was blind to see that it was only felt by me
and the thoughts of your mind were off on the other side
Just because you dont say anything doesnt mean you didnt lie
Hoping for one day of a new mind or a blue sky
To say your sorry and forget your black tar time

The road is long and full of turns
I saw a woman off in the trees getting burned
Falling to the ground from a gift of god
Agency is poisoned by the choices that she made
Couldnt understand a hand full of clovers and drawing a spade
Her home has slipped into the grey
Family wondering if the girl will ever find her way

I havent met another who looks so lovely
but inside so damaged and ugly
Is their anyone who hurts as much as you?
Looking so pretty with your eyes painted black
its like your good thoughts fell through the cracks
How could you be so cold?
I hate knowing that we havent called.

Blinded by the eclipse that has been put on your eyes
the hope is dwindling that one day you'll actually fly
Wings so beautiful that will never be the same
I keep dwelling on the anger that has plagued my veins
Hoping that her soul wont be stained
It had always been about you
thats why it feels as if my blood is in pain

Though I try to turn my back to the shadows
My mind's thoughts scream of something louder
Hoping that my soul and heart dont completely sour
The image of you makes me feel safe
though i know that you've made your choice
And the pain i grasp on to
Even though I shouldnt still love you